Hi Clem!
Don't want to appear out of line....but I get the feeling you're having a few issues with the whole being human thing. Personally I don't know why you decided to get Willow to do a spell, as Shannon so obviously loved you the way you were anyway. But I do know that love makes you do the wacky, and there is that whole walking down the street holding hands thing. Maybe you could have dealt with the in-public issue some other way.... wore a collar and pretended you were a dog? Sorry- just trying to brainstorm a new scenario for you!
So if you are having issues- and maybe I'm just projecting (you should see some of the guys I've been out with! None of them as sweet and polite as you I must say!)- then maybe you should have a good grizzle (complain) about it- let it out mate!
Hope all is well and I'm wrong about the whole thing.
Pen